hahaha....i just realised something...
as years passes by...my heart beat for running pumps faster and faster each year...
sports day coming soon and second heats on wednesday..i'm gonna be so dead terrembling like some mad person and face turning "pale"..
guess i no longer should take part in sports day except relays...hahaha...
it's just one more day two more days till heats and my finals for 400m...
damn...with those runners i'm juz so dead coz i've not run 400m since sec1 til now..and now i have to and i got into finals..it makes my heart beat even faster and faster....
i'll never want to run if i could...the gun sound horrifies me....
i dont know why but this year just this year i'm just extremly afraid or sort of nervous when it comes to it....having cold palms makes me really scared...anyway i shall just wait till i see how on wednesday...hope it's gonna be good...