right mann...
tuesday..
what can i say...
didnt do anything much la...
besides being naughty today and msg in class lor..
and i fell from the freaking chair during bio la...
we were swaying and swaying then sudeenly pom push me i juz fell like that coz i didnt had balance mann...ahhahaha....
fell asleep in mr seng's class coz i guess i didnt had enough sleep since yesterday of what happen la...inmediate sleep for me,zebrina and marilyn...the moment he say take 5 we pom in lala land already....not bad right...
had a long and boring assembly then after sch waited for people then headed to rm to buy things and went home lor...suppose to meet my laopo but didnt so ya!! haha...
:)) until now at home slacking lor...
MONDAY TIME!!
you'll feel life is fragile when u neglected it for some other things...
we shouldnt live life with regrets but instead to live life to the fullest not only with friends but rather spend more time with ur family members...
coz dont wait til you free y then you'll regret it for life already...
treasure family bond and love in order not to be able to regret it...
in the evening,when i was at the kopitiam with my laopos and ah heng...
juz of that 1 msg i received from my cousin i broke down and at that moment i felt the regrets i had..i didnt want to believe it until i called my mum and my cousin called me...
i juz burst out. wondering what had happened?? why did it happen. i was suppose to go visit her on sunday but i drag and drag til i had no more chances to visit her anymore..why didnt i had more time and why was i that stupid enough to think that other things come first rather then my family..i would have juz sacrifice the time i used to go play to visit for the last time if i had knew this was gonna happen..but i didnt i ignore it..
but lucky enough for me i had such a wonderful friend and laopo there with me..
if not i would have been doing some things i shouldnt have done...
it was the first time i got shock like that and juz burst out very long and bad...
i didnt expected it to happen,,,though i might not be close to her but at least i know i had this strong feeling towards her that is great enough for me to be like that..
the moment i reach the place i hold back,thought of my grandma too...till when i saw her face i teared..
it wasnt easy..eyes were freaking pain then came home after that and chat with my laopo on the phone..til we went to sleep....
she will always be in my memory and live in it as i've kept my grandma in it too...
treasure the person u are with especially ur loved ones...